It doesn't matter what element I seem to endure, I always make a habbit of coming back from it.
I've recently moved back to my home city, still clothes to put away and a box to unpack.
But forget about that, I am EXCITED. I have excelled with my anxiety on many levels and although I am only human and an emotional one at that, I'm kicking my way through things I never really felt were there. My weight is balanced, still a way to go yet but I have achieved what I wanted to so far which was to fit back into my size 10 skinny jeans. Not being on antidepressants has literally helped me so much, my body isn't randomly ill or I'm not suffering stupid side effects. I'm fully awake now.
I am aware that a certain gentleman is reading this who may not be feeling his best right now. I would like to thank you for reigniting my inspirations to write again even though you know nothing of the impact that has cast upon me. Writing is one of the main outlets I have when I can't explain how I feel or get myself together enough to tell someone the truth. I have this newfound belief in myself in some way. My darling you may not be feeling like there's enough light surrounding you in this moment in time but you have definitly become mine.
You are the dream destination I want to visit so badly. I want to drink your sakura tea and totally immerse myself within your beautiful culture. I'm not ready to just let you stay a dream. I'll take a shot at putting more into what makes me happy, even if it does hurt.
I am modelling for Nippleicious [If you couldn't tell] Go check them out they are amazing! Facebook, Twitter and the latter.
Really, REALLY bad at getting to grips with it but I am on my merry way posting random photos of where I've ended up and any other randomly generated thoughts.
I love you to the moon and back thank you SO SO VERY MUCH for my vast amount of watchers here almost 1,200! Thank you to those who have 'liked' me on Facebook, Following me on Twitter, Watching me on Deviant Art. Thank you for all of your support, messages of love and kindness, sending me llama badges on here I friggin' love those things and most of all loving what I do nearly as much as me. xx